this week has been long...

i'm tired...an okay day at work, and now matt and i were watching lotr: fellowship of the ring, but now he is playing football and i guess i will turn on the tv...my back hurts...i will write later...oh, i did talk to kim and will tell more about that later...

couldn't sleep, so i'll write...i mean, type

yeah, it's like after 4:00 am and i know my alarm is set for 5:00 am so i can be to work before 6:00 am, but i just can't sleep...i drank several glasses of crystal light iced tea last night so i could stay up to watch 2 episodes of last comic standing and the amazing race (why am i watching all of these reality shows that i used to bash?)...i have a lot on my mind...i was so negative and sarcastic yesterday, actually it started before that...not sure where it is originating...i think the devil is working overtime to get to me, but God is stronger...i will call kim today...it seems i have been avoiding her or something...no, i haven't been, i just get home from work and don't want or don't seek out any communication with anyone and i'm sorry for that...we are supposed to go to the playground of dreams and the water park today, but i'm pretty sure that is not happening...i'll do what i can to help make today at work mellow and calm...i think we have a meeting tomorrow night...i hope so, we all need to talk about work and spend some time together away from work...so i'll talk to you later today...