soon it's gonna rain...i can feel it...

soon it's gonna rain...rain pell mell...soon it's gonna rain...what are we gonna do?...pretty good jazz song by genesis, not by my 1979 pasco high stage choir...a very quick workday...i would have to get another blog about my feelings about the husband who apparently killed his wife in utah...because i won't go there here...too much...yeah, we are under a "weather advisory" for thunder and lightning, yeah!...we need rain!...life on this earth is difficult, isn't it, sometimes?...what do people do who don't trust God?...if i only had this world and all of its problems, and had no concept of a Lord who would die for me and for everyone, even hitler, bin laden, all of us...i don't understand, but i do believe...it's hard when i hear the stories in the news and on the internet, and when i have experienced the pain and injustice that i have, but i do believe, i just don't get it...why some things happen and why some things don't happen...not sure what else to say...kim and some friends are at the rec room...if i had the energy, i would go down there and say hi and maybe play some pool, but i am just tired, and i have some housework...also i called that homes 4 life place and they will send me an information packet in the mail, hopefully i will get that tomorrow...if it is meant to be, then great..if not, then something else, i guess...i just would like a home with a bedroom for each of us, washer and dryer, yard, you know, just those things...but you know, there is no guarantee of anyone getting a house in life...many people live in a cardboard box...i need to be thankful for what we have...but at the same time, i want to provide matt and kim with a place to live, enjoy, have some privacy...sean hannity just played part of that song "this love" by maroon 5- i really like that song, why i don't know, but i like it...so i'll go now, got some housework and i think i'll watch "shadowlands" maybe...later....