a darned good day...hope tonight goes well, too

yeah, today at work went well...a mellow day, i had the chance to get some cleaning and organizing done...last night's staff get-together was just what we all needed...i even felt comfortable enough to tell ange and trish how uncomfortable i was (for about 2 minutes) to be the only non-married there...i was married almost as long as most of them have been alive...legally, we were married over 20 years, but the separation started at 18 1/2 years...but i actually had fun, the talking and venting we did was helpful and amusing, the guys were funny, too...i especially think that dave is great, although bryan seems just as crazy...mark was quiet at first, but started to open up...i think ange and dave are all set to "find me a husband"...hey, whatever...as long as it is who God means for me to be with, that is fine...but i can't imagine ever being in another difficult relationship as our marriage was...i love les as a person, a human being, a fellow believer in God, and since he is and always will be the father of matt and kim, there is a place for him in my heart....however, and we won't go there here and now...that is for another blog...one away from anyone's eyes but mine...
kim said the movie was good last night...she spent the night at vanessa's...she has a sore throat and sounded tired when we talked this morning (more than just the "staying up too late" tired, more like a "getting sick" tired...matt is at work...hope it is a good day for him...i forgot to call him last night and tell him i would be later than previously anticipated...so i got home at, like, 1100, and he was basically already asleep, so we really didn't spend any time together yesterday...well, tonight we (me, matt, kim, mom, dad) will go out for a late celebration of the 3 month long "birthday of noreen"...don't know where we will go, but it will be fun...we seem to always have fun with my parents...i have been doing this "low-carb" thing, and last night dave mentioned "atkins" and i said i wasn't actually doing it, but i went to the website, and i think it will help me do induction right, like i did in 1999 when i lost 20 pounds in 21 days...yeah, maybe it's a vanity thing...i miss my size 4 clothes, and even my size 8's are a little tight...but it's more than that...i am out of shape and it is affecting how i feel...my back always hurts?...don't i say that in every one of these blog posts?...duh, get a clue...my neck and back always hurt when i am overweight...my weight normally fluctuates between 100 and 112 lbs., i guess for a person 5'3", that is pretty normal...so i will go now...take a shower and try to figure out what to wear...i won't stress about it, though...the fact that it is 100 degrees out will affect my clothing choice, n'est-ce pas? Pourquoi est-ce que je jamais écris en françáis tous les jours? Ç'est le trés belle langue dans le monde, et oui, je sais beauçóup des mots, mais je ne habite pas en france, et je n'ai pas de personnes qui parler français trés bien! C'ést le vie, oui? Y yo tambien hablo en espanol, pero no mucho!
okay, back to english...i will write later...i will have a good weekend, i hope...