01/30/05

still trying to fully recover from the flu...i'm still very fatigued, congested, weak, and frustrated...i have been attempting to finish my taxes, so that's why i am online, needed some information from my school loan about how much interest i paid last year...i should be able to send off my tax form today or tomorrow...i missed the entire week of work last week...i am trying to determine my ability to teach this upcoming week...i am still so out of it, but so much better than i was...last week felt like a coma...the helpful part has been that i have slept like almost normal the last two days, and that has been a blessing...this, too, shall pass, right?...and i am still dealing with some sadness and frustration about the situation about kim...no more initials, okay...my daughter is named kim, and i miss her so much, it seems unbearable right now...i know that earlier in my blog i actually wrote out people's names, what does it matter if i actually say what people's names are?...maybe later i will regret this and go back and change them all back to initials, but for now, you will get names...by the way, my name is kelly...my son is matt...we are actual persons with names...i don't know if the flu is making me weird or weirder or what, but there you go...okay, back to bed...later...