8/25/07

i'm this close to just giving up, but you know that i won't...

it feels like i'm being weighed down by what has been happening and what has not been happening and what will now apparently never happen and i just feel alone...

i wanted an answer and i got one and it wasn't what i wanted but it's good to know where things stand...

it makes me feel like a fool or someone who was and is desperate but that isn't me, so i don't understand...

confusion reigns...