i wouldn't say that things today were my fault necessarily, but there was a lot of tension between matt and me...we spend a lot of time together, which is good, but lately, today, the tension was noticeable...i think that we both want and need "the" relationship in our lives, but i don't know why it hasn't happened apparently for him, and i just haven't made an effort...i don't know...kim is here looking at old photos...she and sean went swimming...it is nice to have her here tonight...we rented movies...i will watch "shadowlands" sometime this week...i have wanted to see it for a while...i am feeling kind of tired and my back is hurting, what else is new?...i am teaching myself russian...i need to get speakers for the computer, so i can use the audio part to help pronounce the words...also have to figure out about getting russian alphabet letter...some actually look like english, and some even are pronounced somewhat similarly, but most are unusual and there are some different sounds...dateline has a story about elian gonzales, remember him?...wonder how he is doing?...he saw his own mother die...very sad...sounds like he has been forgotten, but maybe that is for the best for him...so i will say goodbye...bye...oh, by the way...it's mom and dad's 45th wedding anniversary...good for them...
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