still not in the mood to write, so i will just say that...
sometimes i know that things need to be done and said for the benefit of all involved, but in the meantime, you know, while we are waiting for the benefit to happen eventually, it can be painful...
so right now i am experiencing some pain and probably the other person involved is also, but as a mom, i know, that part of my responsibility is to have expectations...
i miss him...
i know that this is a rambling and somewhat confusing entry, but i feel conflicted...
what helps is that my feelings and emotions are temporary and fleeting, but the truth and the facts don't change, so i need not be so concerned about my feelings, they will change...
later...
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