early saturday morning

frustration...i just wrote a great blog entry, but my @%^$# internet disconnected before i published it, so dang...well, i won't go into a lot of detail, but things were kind of rough earlier, and i hope they get better...mainly, i just love my kids and want us to work things out...i want to continue to work to provide a home for them and support them and love them without undue pressure and unrealistic expectations, but with some healthy boundaries and limitations and some expectations that will help them become who they can be in life...and today we had some difficulties and miscommunications about this...i know it will get better...hey, thursday i went to the mariners-phillies game at safeco field!!!!!!!!!!!...ichiro was right in front of us, we were sitting in the front row next to right field!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...really really fun!!!...more about it later...take care, everyone in blogland!!!!!!!!!!!